L.O.V.E

Assalamualaikum..hi guys... how are thing? hopefully all of you in a good condition. today, i would like to share my own thought about LOVE. interesting right?

for me, love is an abstract thing. we cannot defined it in exact word. am i right? we have different kind of love. first, love for Allah, love for Islam, love for parents, love for family, and love for opposite gender.

today, i would like to share my thought about love for opposite gender. i think all of you know what i'm trying to says..... it is about couple lah.....

my first love was take place while i am 12 years old. too young right? but, you know what happen to both of us? we break off while i'm 15; he's died because of a very tragic accident.. frankly speaking...i love him very much. when my friend told me that he was past away, i can't cry, because i remember that he never want to see me crying. he told me that i looked too ugly with crying face...until now, i really hope that he will come in front of me and say to me; "umi, you are foolish". hmm... but i know that it won't happen...

my second love was while i'm in form 4 and we break off while we were studying in lower 6. i don't really want to talk about him. but, what i want to highlight here is; i was jump into love again while i am studying here in my first year. and until now, i'm still loving him. therefore, i can't have him, because he had another girl.

i feel like i was so stupid. why can't i just left him with his girl and find another suitable guy for me. but, i can't and until now i still can't. so, brothers and sisters, what can i do now?....can somebody tell me, what should i do....